[he's not that close to the library, but even with the base under construction it isn't that big, so it only takes him a few minutes to get there. he plops down on a chair opposite of mikleo and checks to see if he's reading anything new.]
[he was reading another vampAIr novel actually, but the moment he knew Sorey was coming in he swapped it out to a packet of research notes, because if this discussion gets sidetracked into a discussion of another interspecies bodice ripper he doesn't know if he can handle it]
What, just like that? I have to mentally prepare myself for your rebuttal first.
[although his tone is light, he settles into his chair to get comfortable, like he's more than fine with launching into a discussion with Mikleo on the topic now that he's thought it over.]
[squirming a little under the attention; why did this have to be such am embarrassing topic to discuss]
I don't know about controversial. But I thought about it! Or, I thought about it more than I did before. It's...kind of overwhelming to consider? I don't have any idea of what to expect, but it'd be nice. Dating, I mean. Or maybe not even that, just--getting to know someone one-on-one like that. I don't have a problem with that, especially if it's with someone I, you know, like.
But I meant what I said before, too. I'm not lonely, because you're here with me, and Rose and Alisha are here too. I've met a lot of great people here, but I don't really see any of them like that. The act of dating isn't as much of a problem as having someone to date. And I wouldn't want to jump into a relationship on a whim, just to try it, you know? That doesn't seem fair to anyone.
[hesitates, absorbing that, hiding the tiny smile blooming on his face behind the set of notes he's holding]
You wouldn't consider, say, a more laid-back date? Something where you were with a friend, and they knew you wanted to try out that one-on-one experience to get to know them better, but it's not romantic, up front?
[rose may actually have been on to something with the whole 'he doesn't think about those dating things because he has you' line of reasoning, especially when he takes a breath to make date suggestions based on the 1950s videos and realizes they're mostly things they already do]
...well, you've put me on the spot. I wouldn't mind doing most stuff with you, though, really, but if we're trying to go for something more, um, special, then...it'll have to be something outside our routine. Something we haven't tried before.
[he does almost everything with Mikleo and he knows it, so he lapses into silence to actually consider his own question. what haven't they done, besides actually date?]
What about the Halloween party? You can go on dates to parties. We could do that.
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wait, did you decide on something about it or...? you're being a little confusing
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[he's not that close to the library, but even with the base under construction it isn't that big, so it only takes him a few minutes to get there. he plops down on a chair opposite of mikleo and checks to see if he's reading anything new.]
Did you find anything interesting to read?
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[he was reading another vampAIr novel actually, but the moment he knew Sorey was coming in he swapped it out to a packet of research notes, because if this discussion gets sidetracked into a discussion of another interspecies bodice ripper he doesn't know if he can handle it]
No, seriously. Now you've got to tell me.
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[although his tone is light, he settles into his chair to get comfortable, like he's more than fine with launching into a discussion with Mikleo on the topic now that he's thought it over.]
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Must be a controversial decision, if you're anticipating that from me in advance.
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I don't know about controversial. But I thought about it! Or, I thought about it more than I did before. It's...kind of overwhelming to consider? I don't have any idea of what to expect, but it'd be nice. Dating, I mean. Or maybe not even that, just--getting to know someone one-on-one like that. I don't have a problem with that, especially if it's with someone I, you know, like.
But I meant what I said before, too. I'm not lonely, because you're here with me, and Rose and Alisha are here too. I've met a lot of great people here, but I don't really see any of them like that. The act of dating isn't as much of a problem as having someone to date. And I wouldn't want to jump into a relationship on a whim, just to try it, you know? That doesn't seem fair to anyone.
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You wouldn't consider, say, a more laid-back date? Something where you were with a friend, and they knew you wanted to try out that one-on-one experience to get to know them better, but it's not romantic, up front?
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Sure, why not? That sounds pretty easy. Where do you want to go on our laid-back date?
[he's automatically assuming that this friend will be Mikleo, obviously]
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yes but i would like to try dating you romantically. or just. something. romantically. something??? kissing???
also i cannot believe you just casually assumed i would be your friend date
even though i brought it up
and even though if you had brought it up to me in any other context i'd probably say yes and not think more of it
i walked into this one though
i'm so glad the other seraphs aren't here i'd never live this down
do i just tell you now?
but i was telling the truth when i said i wasn't sure and wanted to let you decide for yourself
and you're not sure about the experience yet, or if it's for you, and i respect that!
and i'm not all that sure about the whole process of this myself, to be honest
so maybe this is actually...okay?
if it works out that we both like it it's a way to ease into things slowly
and if one of us decides it's not for us than no harm done and we won't have taken any too overly drastic steps
is it intristically a dishonest platonic date if one person kind of wants it to not be platonic, though? even if boundaries are maintained?
ugh i should have asked karkat more about romance first
...i think i'm totally just second-guessing myself at this point though]
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Well--okay. Fine.
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[at least he looks much more excited about the prospect of a date than he did during their last conversation]
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...well, you've put me on the spot. I wouldn't mind doing most stuff with you, though, really, but if we're trying to go for something more, um, special, then...it'll have to be something outside our routine. Something we haven't tried before.
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[he does almost everything with Mikleo and he knows it, so he lapses into silence to actually consider his own question. what haven't they done, besides actually date?]
What about the Halloween party? You can go on dates to parties. We could do that.
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[do they even know how to dance]
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I didn't say it was bad, did I? Though I have to wonder how much my feet are going to hurt by the end.
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It can't be that much worse than walking around all day, right?
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